Sleepy But Can't Sleep

It is 1:17 am and I am tired as hell but I can't get to sleep.  I have so many ideas and thoughts and issues swirling around in my head that I had to get up and write about it.  I may be up for another 2 hours or more before I am able to truly clear my mind and get to sleep, but that is OK.  Just as long as I get up in the morning in time to go to church and hear the word I will be fine.  Why do I have so many things on my mind?  Well, I am at a crossroads in my life and I am beginning to realize where I need to go in life and the direction I need to go in, but the way to get there seems to keep changing.  I have ideas for businesses, how to become more financially independent, dreams for things I want to do with my husband and kids, and a great many other things.  It may sound like there is an eclectic mix of things that I am thinking about; which there is, but they all lead back to the same result and purpose.  That is a happier, healthier, simpler, and more stress free life that is rooted in God, family, friends, and service to the causes that I am passionate about.  The ride that I am on may be a bumpy one, but in the end I have to believe that there is something better for me and my crew.  There is something out there that we are meant to do and I truly believe that my family as a whole has a purpose and one day that purpose will be fulfilled!!